原來

我害怕, 因為我早知結果

Afraid

I've lost my ability to share my feeling, they always keep in my heart, deep inside my heart... I am afraid to say out, very afraid...

Maybe I am afraid of the feedback, maybe I am afraid of the result, maybe I am afraid of other's feeling...

maybe, I think too much...

I am afraid of loney
I am afraid of weakness
I am afraid of getting hurt
I am afraid of being isolated
I am afraid of not being cared
......

求suggestion

黎緊11月做伴娘仲有一件晚裝, 迫你地睇下先~
如果你地對化妝, set頭有咩suggestion, 一定要話我知, 我而家煩惱極了

聚

上星期原本有個ace聚, 不過到最後搞下搞下得番我同peggy二人晚餐...不過唔緊要, 可以同好朋友食食飯, 談談近況, 的確係一件賞心樂事~~
不過阿dan...我會記住你呢個搞手做o既好事ga! 要緊記, 女人係一樣記仇o既動物!!!
=p

今晚, 好難得約到字母先生食飯, 聽完佢o既經歷 -- 係一個只會o係電影出現o既情節, 真係忍唔住想同佢講, 好榮幸認識你呢位朋友~~
值得一提係今晚去左hardrock食飯, 食物, 環境, 氣氛都唔錯, nice~~

唔知點解, 而家出黎做野, 可以約番d朋友仔出黎食下飯, 感覺真係好難得, 都會好珍惜

ps. 誠徵識set頭人士教路開course!

30/9
去左試衫, 俾大家睇下呢個影後先

1/10
Keep "looking"

壓力

感覺到壓力從四方八面來, 工作, 家人, 朋友, 感情, 錢...有點令自己抖不過氣來
是我對自己要求太高?
還是別人對我的期望太大?
我不知道
我只想走出困局

傷口, 原來還沒有痊癒

21/9

今日因為工作需要, 去左老遠o既深圳西部通道, 果度o既阿sir好nice, 同佢地開完會做完野, 佢仲帶我地周圍參觀, 叫我地見識一下大陸工人o既手工...真係大開眼界....又係咁叫我地去個靚靚風景位影相留念, 真係好搞笑~ 回程時仲去左深井食陳記燒鵝, 哈哈~

今晚終於試左triple o, 都幾好食, 同你一齊去試新野感覺總是好的~

近況

近排, 工作比較清閑, 每日o係公司返工等放工的日子實在太難捱了...試過扮要出去做野, 遊左半日車河, 試過眼訓返左屋企訓覺...連我自己都覺得有d過份...睇黎, 我都係辛苦命...哈哈~

早前, 睇完一本書叫"廿幾歲決定女入的一生", 好有啟發, 覺得自己都要趁廿幾歲的時候為自己籌謀多一點先得...um...我會努力的!!

ps. 個background終於轉番屬於自己o既colour, 感覺好多了, 哈哈~